asto ma sadi gamaya
After lunch I am sitting in my office and everybody else is not on their respected seats. I am listening to silence created by the absence of that nescience in my office. There is a distant voice of my manager who is trying to convince one of his colleague to not to leave this company as he has a wonderful offer for him.
The corner I am sitting right now has a unique property of being sound proof. This makes me feel like I am in a protective cover and nobody for sometime can disturb the ambience of my presence. A lonely table which is converted to dining table is surrounded by ladies. They burst out laughing suddenly…..
The thing is everybody seems to be so far away that I am feeling like I have sufficient space to breath. I am relaxed because there is no one to overcome my space.
I also have another explanation for this relaxation. No one is here to see what I am doing so I can comfortably do whatever I want but I always do what I feel like doing so this is not what could be a possible solution.
Last year when I was in my previous company I had similar experience. I was alone in 1000 sq ft area office accompanied by the dead silence. I felt like sleeping but I forcefully prevent myself from sleeping, felt an urge for alcohol but when drunken time passes faster and many things but avoided them. All because I was afraid to loose those movements while fulfilling my needs.
I don’t know what do I like but one thing I like for sure is the peace of mind which comes to me in very rare occasions. Currently I am having it so I should shut up………………..
After lunch I am sitting in my office and everybody else is not on their respected seats. I am listening to silence created by the absence of that nescience in my office. There is a distant voice of my manager who is trying to convince one of his colleague to not to leave this company as he has a wonderful offer for him.
The corner I am sitting right now has a unique property of being sound proof. This makes me feel like I am in a protective cover and nobody for sometime can disturb the ambience of my presence. A lonely table which is converted to dining table is surrounded by ladies. They burst out laughing suddenly…..
The thing is everybody seems to be so far away that I am feeling like I have sufficient space to breath. I am relaxed because there is no one to overcome my space.
I also have another explanation for this relaxation. No one is here to see what I am doing so I can comfortably do whatever I want but I always do what I feel like doing so this is not what could be a possible solution.
Last year when I was in my previous company I had similar experience. I was alone in 1000 sq ft area office accompanied by the dead silence. I felt like sleeping but I forcefully prevent myself from sleeping, felt an urge for alcohol but when drunken time passes faster and many things but avoided them. All because I was afraid to loose those movements while fulfilling my needs.
I don’t know what do I like but one thing I like for sure is the peace of mind which comes to me in very rare occasions. Currently I am having it so I should shut up………………..
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