I am listing to this song "say Anything" of something called good chorlotte.....suddenly I remember something....something from past huhh....I don't know what is that, it just hit me. It is a picture, an aroma, an ambience, a sunlight, a feel, an breeze something something that I can't define, not even explainable. I am seeing a floor in a building , a place I was in past, a building called saphire........
I time was very bad like we are having most busy and long days....but amazingly that time is enjoyable....we are rambling here and there in same building....up and down on stairs.....without looking forward.....we are not eating properly as we don't have time.....the state of mind is terrible....we are suffering with tension, but simultaneously we are having fun......we are having our exams......
dancing like hell, boozed to death, crying shit......ground full of people....noise and noise filling air we breathing and we are dancing awkwardly as we don't care.....rocking our body on a pop song....funny....hummm......we sitting in groups......drinking and filling glasses......stumbling is a habit now........this is the cult fest.....
exams time? so what we will play cards.....with traditional sajni song playing behind.....the room outside this world...outside the power of those who run the motor of this world......outside competition....outside everything.....careless, free , laughs ,smoke and smoke only.....I left my carelessness there in one of those rooms yaar........
time to go.....everyone is leaving......leaving home.....I said what the hell why did't anyone told me that we have to leave someday huhh.....I knew that this thing is only for 4 years...since the beginning.... then what happened suddenly.....I remember myself crying for those whom I barely knew 4 years back.......do you remember 14 may.....when everybody was exhausted packing there baggage overnight....and I was exhausted thinking that why did't I gave a damn thought before........I left a school of mine.
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